Even More About Doctors

So yeah...

The cardiologist's office called earlier this week. They've gone over all my test results and shockingly enough, they've discovered something I didn't expect.

My heart is better.

Yeah, no shit.

I've spent most of my life not really making plans for the extended future because I honestly didn't expect to ever see any form of extended future. After fully reviewing my results, they've discovered that I have a mild arrhythmia and they can barely see my Mitral Valve Prolapse. I was pretty shocked all in all and kept asking questions. From everything that I'd read, once your heart was damaged, it didn't ever fix itself. So and wow... I am a medical freak of nature still. Saying that actually makes me feel kind of better.

I think that I'd adjusted so hard to the idea of just dying that the idea that I'm going to live is pretty fucking scary. What do I do with my life now that I get to actually have one?

Oh, at least I still have one bit of bad news to help keep the world in perspective in my own mind. The weird passing out thing that I keep doing when I get all pissed off and stressed out is actually catalytic seizures.

So at least some things are still normal. :)